Most people spend years searching for love. Far fewer ask what happens after they find it.

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Love is something beautiful, something magnificent—a powerful force available to each of us. It is neither fair nor unfair. It is an energy.

Take electricity, for example. We can use electrical power for many different purposes. Each person uses it to power their own devices.

One remarkable thing about electricity is that we are always concerned with how much of it we need, or how much we can afford.

Love does not harm. Neither does it heal by itself. What it becomes depends on the responsibility of the person who carries it. It is possible to love someone and still hurt them, even when our intention is often to do good.

Throughout these reflections, I have come to believe that the path toward finding and living a fulfilling love begins with knowing yourself. Before loving someone else, you must first learn to know yourself. Know your limits, your strengths, and your weaknesses as well.

For love, when shared, should be an extension of the love you have for yourself. By that, I mean that if I choose to be in a relationship with a woman, she should be someone who accepts me as I am. Someone with whom I can feel free and comfortable in my own skin, with possibilities to grow. And vice versa.

I have often compared romantic relationships to business. I know this may sound too materialistic to some people, but the logic is simple: a romantic relationship, like a good partnership, should be an exchange made in good faith that benefits both people involved.

Just as I hope to be understood, accepted for who I am, and supported by the other person, I must also be capable of treating her with kindness and becoming a true refuge for her.

It is not:

you rejoice while he or she suffers.

Rather:

we rejoice together, and in times of suffering, we support one another as well.

A romantic relationship is not a competition. It is not every person for themselves. I believe, and will continue to defend, the idea that each individual continues to exist as their own person within a relationship. But let us not forget that they are now also part of something larger. And harmony within that shared space should remain one of the highest priorities.

These reflections are not absolute truths, nor formulas for success. They are simply reflections drawn from my own experiences and observations.

And as Socrates once said:

“If there is one thing I know, it is that I know nothing.”

Indeed, I know nothing about love. I am like you—someone who has lived, who has loved, and who is searching for a way to build a peaceful love and something lasting through understanding, tolerance, flexibility, and responsibility.

Some of these reflections may have resonated deeply with you, while others may have stood in complete opposition to what you have experienced or believed about love. And that is perfectly legitimate.

For the only truth is that no one can define love for you. Not me, not your friends, not your parents, and not the experts.

Only you can decide what love is and what you want it to be in your life.

The rest of us can only offer observations, advice, and perspectives—guides and mirrors that may help you find your own path.

That being said, I hope these reflections serve as mirrors that allow you to reflect, understand, and discover the essence of your own way of loving.

Let me leave you with one final reminder:

Love is never fully secured.

Tell yourself that you must win the heart of the person who shares your life, every single day.

Think of love like a plant. If it is not watered, if it is not cared for consistently, it will eventually wither away, replaced by indifference, coldness, or even resentment.

Before closing this journey, I would like to thank you.

Whether you have read a single reflection or followed all eighteen of them, I am grateful that you chose to spend a portion of your time in this space. Time is one of the few things we can never recover once it is given, and I do not take that gift lightly.

Although each reflection was written to stand on its own, they were also conceived as parts of a larger picture. Each one explores a different angle of love, and together they form a broader attempt to understand one of the most powerful and mysterious forces in human life.

For that reason, I encourage you to read them as a whole whenever possible. Not because they provide definitive answers, but because each reflection builds upon questions raised by the others. What may seem incomplete in one text often finds another perspective in the next.

If you would like to follow the journey from beginning to end, the roadmap below offers a guide through the eighteen reflections that make up this series.

1. Introduction — Reflections on Love

2. 1st Reflection on Love — To Love Is Also to Accept Suffering

3. 2nd Reflection on Love: To Love Is Also to Prepare for Loss.

4. 3rd Reflection on Love: Finding a Love That Mirrors You

5. 4th reflection on Love: Caring for yourself - for the sake of the other.

6. The Habits That Quietly Shape Your Relationship (5th reflection on Love)

7. Have You Been Giving Too Much in Love? (6th reflection on unconditional Love)

8. Love Isn’t What Ends Relationships. This Is. (7th reflection on Love)

9. Freedom in Love Isn’t What Most People Think (8th Reflection on Love)

10. Redefining Love: The Freedom to Love Authentically (9th Reflection on Love)

11. The Silent Erosion of Love: When Expression Becomes Damage (10th Reflection on Love)

12. The 5 Simple Actions That Strengthen Any Relationship (11th reflection on love)

13. Communication, Observation, Action: A New Blueprint for Romantic Love (12th reflection on love)

14. Is Forgiveness Enough? The Hidden Cost of Reconciliation (13th reflection on love)

15. How to Keep Conflict from Turning into Destructive Patterns (14th reflection on Love)

16. Retaliation — The Silent Pattern That Destroys Relationships (15th reflection on love)

17. Is Jealousy Love… or Something Else? (16th reflection on love)

18. What You Keep Forgiving May Become the Rule (17th reflection on love)

19. What You Stop Nurturing Slowly Begins to Fade (18th reflection on love)

Thank you for walking this road with me.

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Of all eighteen reflections, which one stayed with you the most?

And if there is a lesson, observation, or reflection on love that you believe should have been included in this series, what would it be?

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As a small token of gratitude, here is a little wallpaper inspired by these reflections. May it remind you to pause, observe, and see a little more clearly.

The people we love most are often the ones we slowly stop noticing.

What gives value to a prize is not its size, but everything we had to do to reach it. The more we invest ourselves, the more valuable the goal becomes. That is why the same object can hold different values for different people.

The finish line is not the real achievement, but the path itself. And as Chögyam Trungpa Rinpoché, a Tibetan Buddhist master, once said: “The path is the goal.”

I would say that this journey is never truly finished, because once we consider one goal achieved, our minds are already searching for a new adventure, a new destination.

Human minds often seem to look for a new summit after reaching the previous one.

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The Dream House

Imagine that your greatest dream is to own a beautiful, spacious house with a view of the horizon, in the perfect place for you. You worked hard and, finally, you’ve got it: your ideal home.

And then?

What happens now that you have achieved your dream?

Would you simply live peacefully in that house without any further responsibility?

Even if you have no plans to change anything about it, there is still one important thing left to do—almost like a duty: maintain it.

Without regular care, that beautiful house would eventually begin to deteriorate. It would no longer be the ideal home you once dreamed of.

In that sense, the ideal home is never truly finished. Because the moment we stop taking care of it, it slowly starts losing what made it the home of our dreams.

Keeping Love Alive

Perhaps love works in much the same way.

At the beginning of a relationship, everything feels colorful. Passion is everywhere: the little surprises, the simple and sometimes ridiculous things we do to please the other person, even the small foolish things we do just to get their attention.

But what happens once we have won the other person over? Do we still continue those little things years later?

We tend to neglect what becomes repetitive, what becomes too present, what starts feeling “normal” in our eyes.

And neglect often leads to decline.

Just as the ideal house requires ongoing care, a relationship does too. We must nurture the love that connects us and feed it with simple, sincere, and tender moments, just like at the beginning.

You do not have to do it every day with the same intensity as before, but you do have to continue doing it. It gives the other person the feeling of still being loved, of still being that person you first met, of feeling that they continue to hold a special place in your eyes.

Intensity may change with time, responsibilities, and life itself. But it is still important to preserve that feeling of well-being over time. Even a small gesture can sometimes remind the other person that they still matter.

Every day, ask yourself:

“How can I surprise the other person today? What small action, no matter how insignificant it may seem, could bring them joy?”

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The Favorite Restaurant

This logic does not apply only to love. We could probably observe it almost everywhere around us. The example of the house is only one case among many others.

Let us take another example.

We all have favorite restaurants. Personally, I like Taco Bell. I have eaten tacos and burritos from other places, but Taco Bell remains my favorite because of its flavor and the balance of its seasonings. I am neither an expert nor particularly demanding when it comes to food.

That being said, we all have a favorite place—a restaurant we enjoy going to—whether because of the unique taste of the food, the service, the staff, the atmosphere, or for other reasons.

Imagine walking into this restaurant you enjoy so much, a place you visit often, only to discover that one day everything has changed.

Let us say you have gone there so many times that the restaurant no longer treats you the way it used to. It no longer gives you the same attention, the service is barely above average, and the food no longer tastes the same.

Would you still consider it your favorite place?

If everything that made you prefer it over the others disappeared, would you keep going back?

As for me, I would make complaints and, if nothing changed, I would simply stop going.

There is one thing good restaurants—or any serious business—understand very well: they treat their customers as well as they did the first time. They even look for ways to improve their service so they do not lose their loyal customers.

Because they know that, in an imperfect world, they cannot afford too much negligence when it comes to their foundations.

Romantic relationships do not seem to escape this same logic. They may follow the same principle:

what we stop maintaining slowly begins to lose its quality.

What Slowly Kills Love

Love—real love—does not disappear overnight in a relationship. More often, it is the decline in emotional quality and the way we gradually begin to treat the other person that slowly weakens it.

Many relationships break apart not because love no longer exists between two people, but because of neglect and the gradual deterioration of the attention given to one another.

And sometimes, this comes from a misleading thought:

“They know that I love them.”

That thought alone is not enough.

Love must be expressed, cared for, made visible enough to continue existing in everyday life.

Very often, after reaching a certain stage in a relationship—let us say after marriage—we become more passive. We put in less effort, convinced that the other person has an obligation to stay, to love us, and to continue caring for us.

But that idea can become dangerous.

If you stop treating the other person well, if you stop doing the things that make them smile, if you neglect their passions, if you stop showing them their importance, if you no longer express your love—not only through words but also through small acts of tenderness and thoughtful surprises—do not be surprised if distance slowly begins to grow between you over time.

Maybe the question is not whether love still exists… but whether we are still feeding it.

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Mini Clarity Guide — Love Needs Maintenance

• Keep showing up.
  Love does not stop needing care simply because the relationship already exists.

• Do not let familiarity become neglect.
  What becomes normal can quietly become invisible.

• Keep small gestures alive.
  Simple moments, attention, and small surprises often carry more weight than grand actions.

• Do not confuse security with completion.
  Feeling chosen does not mean the journey is finished.

• Protect the emotional quality of the relationship.
  Distance rarely appears suddenly. It often grows through what slowly disappears.

• Keep discovering the person beside you.
  The goal may not be to win someone once… but to continue choosing and valuing them over time.

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Forgiveness can sometimes protect a relationship.
But at what point does it begin protecting a pattern instead?

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I spent almost my entire adolescence living with my paternal grandparents. I loved living there, much more than living with my parents. They were kind, caring people… We all know how grandparents can spoil their grandchildren. I loved the atmosphere.

During those years, in every situation, they always had a saying to share. A form of wisdom passed down through generations. I did not always understand them; sometimes, we even laughed at those old proverbs.

However, as I grew older and began navigating the troubled waters of life, those words that once seemed trivial to me started taking on deeper meanings. A kind of philosophy of reality.

Out of all the Haitian proverbs my grandmother used to repeat so often, there was this one:

Which could roughly be translated as: “Better to prevent than to cure.”

I doubt my grandmother ever thought this could apply to a romantic relationship; in fact, she never used it in that context. Nevertheless, after reflecting on it, this idea came to me through her words.

Love is not that different from life. It is not so different from the other aspects of life we experience every day. So this wisdom could apply to relationships just as much as it applies to anything else.

I have noticed that we humans often tend to hurt the people we love the most—the ones who sincerely love us in return. Because we assume love will be enough to make us forgiven.

Very often, it is.

Which is a beautiful thing… but one that can also become toxic.

Because forgiveness can sometimes be perceived by our subconscious as a kind of permission and, without realizing it, we repeat the same mistakes over and over again. Things we label as small, insignificant, and completely forgivable.

But at what cost to the one who keeps forgiving?

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For example, if a stranger comes into the house and we only have one chair, even if our partner has back pain—and we are fully aware of it—it can feel almost natural to offer that chair to the stranger, unintentionally neglecting the well-being of the person we love. And then we expect the other person to understand and forgive us.

There are many things that may seem simple or insignificant in everyone else’s eyes, but that the person in front of us may dislike. Yet sometimes, we still do them, hoping they will understand. We often think these reasons are too trivial to truly push someone away.

But reality may be more subtle than that. In a relationship, things that appear small can carry much greater weight for the other person. Even a boundary that seems minor can have real importance.

Which is why my grandmother’s wisdom becomes important here:

“Evite miyo ke mande padon.”

Every time a boundary is crossed, a small distance may begin to appear on the horizon of the relationship. At first, it is almost invisible—nothing that seems truly serious. But as it repeats itself, that space can slowly grow until it becomes difficult to ignore.

I also believe that, sometimes, certain dynamics begin to settle into a relationship without us even realizing it. The person repeating the behavior obviously plays a role in it, but repeated forgiveness can also, unintentionally, allow the cycle to continue.

If someone crosses one of our boundaries, it becomes important to clearly express what hurts us or what is not acceptable to us. Because when certain things are constantly set aside in the name of love, a mechanism can gradually install itself and eventually begin hurting us in the long run.

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Mini Clarity Guide — When Forgiveness Becomes Permission

• Respect what matters to the other.
  What seems small to everyone else may not feel small to the person you love.

• Do not rely too heavily on understanding.
  Love can forgive many things… but repeated hurt slowly creates distance.

• Pay attention before repair becomes necessary.
  Sometimes prevention protects the bond more than apology does.

• Express limits clearly.
  Unspoken discomfort often becomes silent resentment.

• Do not normalize repeated violations.
  What is constantly tolerated can gradually become expected.

• Protect the relationship before protecting the moment.
  A short pleasure or small action may not carry the same weight for you… but it may for the person beside you.

Remember the wisdom:
“Evite miyo ke mande padon.”
Better to prevent than to spend your time repairing.

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Forgiveness can sometimes protect a relationship.
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When I first started taking an interest in love, this was a theme that kept coming up. And over time, one idea became clear: to love is also to fear losing.

When you become attached, you don’t want to share. That’s natural.

Across the ages, many have presented jealousy as a proof of love. After all, losing someone you love—especially to another person—is deeply painful.

But others argue the opposite. That jealousy is not a sign of love… but a manifestation of insecurity, even a sense of inferiority.

Can we really speak of healthy love when someone suffocates another in a relationship out of jealousy?
Is love about controlling the other?
Watching their every move?
Or even, in some cases, crossing the line into violence?

In his book How to Win Friends and Influence People, Dale Carnegie mentioned an important principle for building a long and happy home: “Let love be, and let live.”

Love seems to be built on trust. Nevertheless, that trust does not necessarily remove doubt.

At times, the two coexist.

What matters is knowing how to control and regulate our emotions—to trust while carrying our doubts without letting them dominate us—especially in the absence of solid evidence.

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One day, I decided to ask my ex-girlfriend what she liked or didn’t like about me.

Very often, we begin to get used to each other. We get carried away by routine. And without realizing it, we may start neglecting the other.

Taking a moment to reflect on the relationship together can help prevent that kind of neglect.

She answered:

“One of the things I like about you is that you’re not jealous.”

At those words, I was stunned.

“What? What made you think that?” I asked her.

“Well, you never try to control me, you don’t watch me too closely, you trust me, you don’t accuse me too quickly…” she said.

“Would you have liked me to do those things?” I asked.

“No, no. I don’t like that. That’s why I like this part of you,” she replied.

So I took a breath and paused for a moment.

“I understand,” I told her, “but you’re wrong about one thing about me… I am very jealous. Really very jealous,” I admitted.

She didn’t really seem to believe me.

And yet, it’s the truth. I am a jealous man. I’ve simply learned not to let that feeling dictate my actions.

After my confession, I explained to her—exaggerating my point a little:

“I’m jealous, sometimes even of the breeze that touches your skin. But I know you’re with me because you chose to be. I didn’t make you grand promises, and I didn’t threaten you either. You chose to be with me. And as long as you keep making that choice, I have no reason to feel threatened or in competition with others.”

When I saw her posting pictures of other men on her status, I would calmly text her to ask who they were.

Cousins or friends, she would sometimes say.

So I told her I didn’t like that. And when it started turning into endless back-and-forth, I liked to pose this question:

“How would you feel if you saw me posting pictures of other women on my status? Would you be okay with that?”

I never blamed her, but I showed her what I didn’t like and what I would have preferred her not to do. No accusations, no unnecessary confrontation.

Did I fully believe her?

The truth: never.

However, I had no proof that what she was telling me was either true or false. And without proof, a clumsy reaction could do far more harm than good.

I didn’t try to control her or monitor her every move. I learned early on that you can’t control another human being. And when you watch someone too closely, you can end up provoking exactly what you were trying to avoid.

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Jealousy does not always come from insecurity or a sense of inferiority.
It can also be a sign that what we are experiencing is valuable. It can suggest that we do not want to lose the connection we share with a particular person.

Wanting to protect someone you love from others remains a deeply human reaction.

In Haiti, there is a proverb that says: “Depi ou gen mayi nan solèy, se pou ou veye poul.”
In other words, when something matters to you, you take care of it.

It then becomes understandable to want to mark your territory.

I grew up in a community that looked down on jealous men. People often said: a real man is never jealous.

At one point, I wanted to live up to that image. I tried to deny that part of myself. Then I realized that some of us are simply wired that way.

I don’t think jealousy is good or bad. But it can be a signal. Nevertheless, it should never control us to the point of making us suffocating, violent, or spiteful.

If my instinct tells me something is going on, I don’t rush to react. I take the time to understand, to verify, before making any decision.

I can feel jealous even about the way my partner dresses to go out, or who she spends her time with. So be it if that is seen as insecurity.

But I always make an effort to control how I express myself, to regulate my reactions, and the way I set my boundaries.

I often remind myself that there is a difference between being jealous and being toxic.

Jealousy, to me, is a sign that I don’t want to lose you. However, I refuse to let that jealousy push me to control you, monitor you, or prevent you from living your life.

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Mini Clarity Guide — When Jealousy Appears

• Accept the feeling without rushing to act.
  Jealousy can exist without needing to take control.

• Avoid turning emotion into control.
  Trying to monitor or restrict the other often erodes trust… and creates distance.

• Choose dialogue over reaction.
  When something feels off, speak calmly before assuming or acting.

• Pause before responding.
  An instinct is not a conclusion. Understanding takes time.

• Protect the bond, not your impulse.
  What you do in the moment can either preserve the connection… or quietly weaken it.

• Recognize the signal.
  Jealousy may be natural. What matters is the direction you give it.

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And when that shift happens, something deeply human takes over. It becomes almost natural to want to hurt back when you’ve been hurt. It can even feel like justice… like balance has been restored.

Very often, after a disagreement, we feel the urge to teach a lesson. When the other person sets a boundary, refuses something, or does something we don’t like, there’s a natural impulse to return the pain. But most of the time, this only creates more distance instead of repair.

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A close friend of mine at work recently met a remarkable young woman on TikTok. At first, it was just something casual—just passing time. But as they kept talking, he became more and more interested in getting to know her. She was honest, kind, ambitious… the kind of woman who seems grounded and clear-minded.

Not long after meeting on TikTok, they moved their conversations to WhatsApp. He even began considering the idea of starting a relationship with her. Everything seemed to be going well—until she started posting very provocative images of herself on her status.

My friend is calm, observant, and direct in how he communicates. He chose to address the situation openly with her. He told her that he didn’t feel comfortable with it—without aggression, and without trying to impose himself.

Fortunately for my friend, she was thoughtful. She understood his perspective and chose, on her own, to remove the images from her status. At least, he no longer saw them.

This made me realize that, in a relationship, good communication is grounded in honesty. And perhaps also in the ability to respect individual freedom. Each person has the right to express themselves, while still allowing the other the freedom to choose their response.

Just as my friend can tell this young woman what he doesn’t like, she can do the same—while giving herself the same freedom to decide whether or not to change, in good faith.

After that, things were going well between them. Then, a few days later, she called him during work hours. She asked for his help to win a game on TikTok.

He’s not a big fan of social media, nor is he someone who likes to show off. He enjoys helping, but not in front of a large audience. When he told me about the situation, I simply asked him:
“What are you going to do?”

He decided to help her. But he also explained that he doesn’t enjoy that kind of activity. He prefers helping in a more personal way—not on TikTok. Especially since, in these kinds of games, the organizers often benefit more than the participants.

Two days later, she reached out again, asking for his help. This time, he said no. She tried to pressure him, but he stood his ground.

It’s one of his personal principles: he doesn’t help publicly. Public displays tend to attract too many vultures.

And a few minutes later, she posted provocative images of herself on her status again—some even more provocative than before.

When I heard about it, I said, “Interesting.”
But my face was clearly saying: “That’s a bad sign, my friend.”

Even though she didn’t openly try to discuss it, her indirect reaction seemed meant to provoke him.

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When my friend tried to confront the young woman about her behavior, she ignored his messages for days. At that point, he decided to stop insisting.

He couldn’t help but think that because he had set a boundary, she chose to do something she knew he wouldn’t like.

When pain becomes a strategy, the relationship stops being a connection… and turns into a battleground.

Mini Clarity Guide — When Limits Appear

• Respect the other’s limits.
  Forcing change creates tension… and often, silent rebellion.

• Understand before reacting.
  A limit is not always rejection. Sometimes, it’s protection.

• Stay consistent in your behavior.
  Respect, attention, and calm presence create more change than pressure ever will.

• Let change come freely.
  What is given voluntarily strengthens the bond.
  What is forced weakens it.

• Know when to leave.
  If a limit goes beyond what you can accept, walking away is clarity—not failure.

• Never respond with emotional retaliation.
  Punishment destroys safety.
  And without safety, no relationship can grow.

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At first, I didn’t intend to write this observation. Throughout the previous sections, I’ve often mentioned the importance of conflicts, because they seem to be an effective way to get to know a person and understand their boundaries.

In reality, early conflicts in a relationship also help shape the bond and envision life together. While writing the 13th observation, it became obvious to me that I should write this one as well.

Before the Conflict Even Happens

I believe it’s important, just as you choose your habits at the start of a relationship, to establish a conflict management plan. And this should be done first on a personal level before being shared as a couple.

When you start seeing someone, it’s impossible not to get hurt at some point. There will inevitably be disagreements, sometimes intentional, sometimes unintentional.

Even in a couple, you are still yourself. And I will continue to defend the idea that you should choose someone with whom you feel completely free to be yourself, and to whom you grant the same privilege. You have your tastes, your strengths, and your flaws.

Everyone has their habits, their principles, their way of doing things, and their perception of things.

But let’s focus on you.

Knowing What You Will Not Bend On

You should clearly define what you dislike, what you can tolerate, and what is unforgivable for you in a relationship. You don’t need to define everything from the start, because every person is different and can bring different situations.

But you must know what you could not accept, despite all the love you hold in your heart.

For example, infidelity. That can be an unforgivable act.
Disrespect toward parents, humiliating or mistreating them, also.

I don’t require my partner to love my family, but at very least respecting them.

In a conflict management plan, those cases can be the gravest, the ones that would push you to abandon ship without hesitation.

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When Patterns Begin to Repeat

Once you’ve defined what is unforgivable, I apply what I call my “rule of three.”

If you offend me once, I tell you directly and sincerely. I hold no grudge.

The second time, I’ll become a bit more cautious, but I’ll forgive.

The third time, I tell you once more and I already start keeping my distance on that point.

It’s simple, but it requires real powers of observation, understanding, and adaptation.

For some people, certain things are habits. They’ve been doing them for so long that it’s become natural, like breathing. In that case, you need to know whether what bothers you is something deeply rooted in the other person. And then rely on your ability to tolerate.

For love, if you can bear it, then close your eyes from time to time. You can remind them of it, not as a reproach, but as a gentle remark.

When Habit Speaks Louder Than Intention

I remember someone getting angry with me because I used “b,” a diminutive of “bae” often when I texted her. She didn’t like being called that. Yet I was so used to the word that it came naturally to me, sometimes even before I realized it. She got upset about it often.

At one point, I explained that I wasn’t doing it on purpose. She understood. I made the effort to ensure it wouldn’t happen again, but when it did, it wasn’t a big deal anymore.

Not Every Hurt Comes From the Same Place

For the things where I apply the rule of three, everything depends on the person and the intention behind each fault. Some people hurt you simply because they don’t worry much about your feelings.

Others do it inadvertently, because what bothers you is part of them. It’s important to observe and learn to recognize these two types of people to apply the rule fairly.

When Boundaries Are Finally Spoken

Once your conflict management plan is established — what you will never forgive and how you handle other levels of disagreement — you need to share it with the other person.

A word that comes up often here: communication.

You should be able to clearly express what you will not tolerate in a relationship and what deeply displaces you. But above all, you must also listen to the other person’s limits. If you apply the rule of three, you’re not obliged to reveal it. You can keep it to yourself.

Learning Not to Judge Too Soon

In conflict management, we should also uphold values like tolerance. At the start of a relationship, it often feels like walking on eggshells. You do everything to avoid hurting the other person. But at that moment you don’t know each other well yet, so you might end up hurting each other unintentionally.

It’s like in the anecdote from the 12th observation, with the girl who expected me to ask how she was doing. In her view, I had made a mistake. For me, I hadn’t done anything wrong. She got upset and distance grew. Was that the best way to handle that disagreement? Maybe I would have answered differently before.

But as I grew, I understood this principle: you don’t condemn someone for a fault they weren’t aware of. You explain it to them first. If they continue, then they deserve the consequence. This principle also may be applied to romantic relationships.

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When Misunderstanding Meets Timing

A friend got mad at me because I took a while to respond to her messages. When I understood, I tried to explain that I was at work, but she had already fallen asleep. The next day, despite my apology, the complaints came back. I reminded her that we’d just met, that we still didn’t know each other very well. She was understanding, so it didn’t go far.

I told her: “We’ve just met; we don’t know many things about each other yet. Even if you do something that might make me angry, the first time I won’t be. I’ll simply tell you that I don’t like it. If you do it again, then I’ll probably be angry.”

Before Distance Settles Overnight

To conclude this observation, I’ll cite this Bible verse:

Ephesians 4:26-27 “Be angry, and do not sin; do not let the sun go down on your anger, nor give place to the devil.”

If you’re angry with your partner, don’t go to sleep without resolving the issue and finding peace. Don’t leave the room empty to temptations and to negative thoughts. That can be dangerous for the couple.

If it’s something unforgivable, then it’s over. But if it’s something you want to forgive, do it before you sleep. You can keep a small, calculated emotional distance to tease the other perhaps, but with love and tenderness.

Make sure the anger is dissipated and that you’re reconciled, even if there’s a little lingering soft distance between you before you sleep.

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Do you enter relationships with a way to face conflict…
or do you discover your reactions only when it happens?

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In Haiti, there is a common saying used when loved ones clash:
“Lang a Dan toujou mòde”—
the tongue and the teeth always bite each other.

It also serves as a warning: never meddle in the affairs of those who love one another—families, couples—because the reality remains the same. Teeth often bite the tongue, and it hurts like hell.

But what happens next? Does the tongue leave the mouth when the teeth bite it? Does it stop cleaning and protecting the teeth?

The pain fades, and they continue to coexist as before. Perhaps even better; for if we understand the circumstances that led to the bite, we might avoid it in the future. Perhaps.

What I’m trying to say is that disagreements in a relationship are inevitable. At some point, you will do something that hurts the other, and vice versa. There will be disputes and conflicts, both large and small. Some may signal the end, while others do not.

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When Repair Is Offered… but Not Received

As Dale Carnegie once said: if you are wrong, admit it quickly and emphatically. And once you admit your mistake, it’s important to apologize.

A sincere apology is like throwing water on a fire. It is not an opportunity to shift blame—an error we make all too often.

When we apologize, we sometimes bring up the other person’s past mistakes, which only creates more tension.

If you ask for forgiveness, do it sincerely, without reproach. Simply own your mistake. That is the only way to move forward.

Usually, the apology itself isn’t the problem. It is the reaction to that sincerity that causes friction and, sometimes, resentment.

When Distance Becomes a Form of Response

Many believe that if they are wronged, they cannot simply forgive. They feel the need to punish, to make the other person suffer before accepting an apology, no matter how sincere it may be.

I am not against a little coldness. But you must know how to keep it in check. Too much coldness can push the other person away and turn their heart to ice.

When I do something wrong, once I realize it, I admit it and apologize immediately and sincerely. And I will certainly make the effort not to do it again.

But if the other person refuses to accept my apology and persists in neglecting me—remaining cold and distant—I might understand at first. But after a while, I adapt by becoming distant and cold myself.

A romantic relationship is not a competition. It is not a war. There should be no “If she hurts me, I must hurt her back.”

Staying… Without Closing the Door Completely

I know that some wrongs cannot be forgiven so easily. Sometimes, it takes time to reflect and process the mental or physical toll of certain actions.

Apologies, however heartfelt, cannot erase everything like magic.

Nonetheless, after a conflict or a fight, we are always faced with two choices: either we part ways, or we stay together.

And if you choose to stay in the relationship, even if you need time to process the apology and what happened, I believe it is vital to respond emotionally to their gesture.

I’m not saying you must welcome them back with open arms or shower them with love. But even within that emotional gap, try not to be too distant. What I mean is: don’t be excessively cold; don’t make it feel like a punishment.

You can show that you still care, despite what happened. You can maintain your distance while still looking out for them, rather than leaving them drowning in doubt and guilt. For if the distance is too vast and the coldness too bitter, it chills the heart, and love can be smothered.

When Effort Meets Silence

To build on the illustration from the 12th observation—the girl who got upset because I had simply greeted her back without asking how she was—the following day, I reached out thoughtfully and made sure to ask how her day was going.

Her response was cold and distant. I understood why, and at first, I accepted it. But as I tried to communicate, she kept building walls. There was a palpable distance, a total lack of interest, almost as if she were looking down on me.

In that moment, I felt like I was fawning over her, as if I were forcing her into a conversation she didn’t want to have. So, I stopped writing. She didn’t reach out for the rest of the day either.

That night, I messaged her again, checking in on her and her day. Nothing had changed: the same distance, the same coldness, blunt answers with no reciprocity. So, I simply wished her a good night.

The next day, I tried one more time. Same reaction. I asked if she was still upset about what had happened and apologized again, explaining that I hadn’t realized my mistake since we had only just met.

She told me she wasn’t. I didn’t believe her. I tried to break the ice regardless, but it was in vain. That is when I stopped.

Not Every Effort Should Be Pushed Further

It is often said that in a relationship, you must set your ego aside, accept the blame, and apologize for the sake of the bond—even when you’ve done nothing wrong.

Growing up, I believed deeply in this concept and followed it to the letter. It brought me nothing but suffering. When you deal with someone who doesn’t yet grasp the true meaning of a relationship and who is driven by pride, you end up losing their respect and being taken for granted.

Since then, I’ve decided not to repeat that mistake.

I still believe in the concept, but it must be applied with discernment. If you put your ego aside, own a fault, and apologize sincerely... and the other person refuses to see it, continuing to treat you with coldness, it is better to keep your distance too. For if you push too hard, you will lose your value, your respect, and your dignity.

When Distance Starts to Push Instead of Protect

After three days of my silence, she finally wrote to me, accusing me of never having been serious about her. I didn’t even deny it; to do so would have only sparked another argument. I simply told her that a relationship is built on good communication, tolerance, and understanding.

Emotional distance and coldness can eventually push the other person away. Depending on the gravity of the mistake, one must know how to measure that distance and not neglect the other person’s feelings if they are being sincere.

For instance, tell them: “I accept your apology, but I need some time to process all of this.”

Show them you are still invested. If they ask how you are, even if you don’t feel like sending long messages, at the very least include an “and you?” in your response.

If the fault wasn’t that serious, or if it was the first time, perhaps you could let it slide just this once and continue to nurture the relationship.

Because happiness is more important than pride.

Misplaced pride and miscalculated distance after a fight can be the real reason a potentially flourishing relationship falls apart.

We often speak of forgiveness after a conflict. But perhaps the real question lies elsewhere: what form does love take while we hesitate to reopen the door?

Mirror Questions:

Today, I leave you with these two questions:

After a conflict, do you prioritize observing your own reaction… or the other person’s?

And in the silence that follows, can the other person still feel that they matter?

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How small moments after conflict — an apology, a silence, a distance — can either restore the bond or slowly pull it apart. Not deeper, but clearer.

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We all carry an image of the “ideal couple” within us. And that’s a good thing; it’s better to know what you want before diving in. But things get complicated when these expectations turn into demands that stifle the relationship.

Too often, we want the other person to be exactly as we imagined. We look to tick off our boxes before we even try to truly know the person.

What if a romantic relationship was like a business plan?

On paper, everything can look perfect. But in reality, things rarely go as planned. Because every plan lacks real-world data — those concrete details you only discover as you move forward.

That’s why every business plan includes a budget for the unexpected. You have to observe, adapt, and adjust. And if the project fails despite everything, it’s not the end of the world. Few people succeed on their first try. Failure is simply part of the learning process.

Starting Over from Scratch

When you decide to start over, you never go back with your old tools. You can’t run a new company using the licenses from the old one. Even if it’s the same line of work, everything has to be rebuilt: the data, the budget, the plan.

Shouldn’t it be the same for a relationship?

Every relationship, whether it’s a first or a fresh start, must be built from the ground up. Even if everything seems clear in your head, the reality is that you have to rebuild. Our greatest mistake is expecting the other person to perfectly match our ideal. But they never do — at least, not right away.

Communication and Observation

In my view, a couple is built on two pillars: communication and observation.

Communication is the ability to tell the other person what you want, what you hope for, and how you feel. It’s also about knowing how to listen. True communication happens when both people feel heard.

Observation, on the other hand, is about watching, understanding, and analyzing your partner’s reactions. It’s about seeing what is actually happening. Because people often say the opposite of what they’re thinking. They might tell you “left,” while their heart is pointing “right.”

It would be a mistake to believe your partner should just guess how you feel.

Sometimes, it’s better to speak up — even about the things you think are most obvious.

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When unspoken expectations become the problem.

Not long ago, I conducted a small experiment. A friend and I were talking late into the night. Eventually, she fell asleep. The next morning, she sent me a warm greeting.

I hadn’t slept yet, but I replied with the same energy. She read the message… then nothing. When I woke up that afternoon, still not a word. That evening, I wrote to her again. She was upset.

Why? Because she expected me to keep the conversation going.

In my mind, it was her turn to pick it back up. To me, a greeting calls for a response, followed by a “how are you?”. To her, it was up to me to lead the way.

The problem wasn’t the gesture itself; it was the communication. She never expressed what she expected, yet she hoped I would just figure it out. This is exactly how simple misunderstandings can create deep tension.

Speak Up, Observe, Adapt

The beginning of any relationship is delicate. You have to talk, observe, and understand. You have to be patient and flexible. You will offend the other person, and they will offend you too. It’s no big deal.

Instead of getting angry, why not just talk about it?

Just as a business plan often proves more complex and demanding than we first imagined, so too is the behavior of others in a relationship.

Certain habits run deep. They are reflexes, automatic responses, or “blind spots” from our upbringing or past experiences. Sometimes, we hurt others without meaning to. That is why flexibility is essential.

Choosing What Matters

What is truly important?

Isn’t what you’ve found in this relationship worth more than a few imperfections?

Romantic relationships, much like businesses, are not perfect projects. They are built through the unexpected, through constant adjustments, and a great deal of humility.

Love doesn’t demand perfection; it demands the will to start over—again and again—without ever tiring of the building process.

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There are simple actions we eventually start to ignore. Sometimes out of habit, or because we think we’re too busy to pay attention. In the moment, they seem insignificant. And yet…

It’s like looking both ways before crossing the street. Even when the situation seems obvious, even when the light is green, a single glance can prevent a disaster.

Over time, what is obvious stops being noticed. Yet, these simple gestures remain essential. If poorly expressed, repetitive criticism can weaken a relationship, then these small acts can strengthen it—sometimes even save it.

That is the power of simple gestures.

Compliments

One gesture that is often overlooked: the compliment.

It’s free. It’s simple. And above all, it feels good. A compliment makes someone feel seen. It shows that their efforts matter. That you are paying attention.

Naturally, it makes them want to do even better.

Do you remember the beginning of the relationship? Everything felt so clear. Compliments were constant. You truly noticed that person—their beauty, their courage. You expressed your admiration for the little things: their lips, their eyes, their voice, their hair, their smile… Their intelligence, their compassion. The way they thought, the way they reacted.

There are a thousand reasons to compliment someone. And at the start, you didn’t miss a single one.

But with time, it fades.

Not necessarily because of a lack of love. Sometimes it’s because we think it’s no longer necessary. Or that they already know. Or simply out of neglect.

Compliments remain as important as they were on day one.

And what never changes is that they are still free.

Tell me, when was the last time you complimented the person you share your life with?

On a detail of their appearance? On something they did? Their cooking? The way they take care of the home?

How often do you still say the things you said at the beginning?

About their eyes? Their smile?

Why did you stop?

Compliments are like water for a relationship. But like anything else, they lose their power when they become excessive or mechanical.

Listening and Watching

Another simple gesture: listening and truly looking.

In the beginning, even when they were telling a boring story, you listened. Most importantly, you didn’t look away. You knew it mattered.

How many pointless stories or anecdotes did you sit through in silence, with patience, just to be present?

Things you found trivial…

We humans are very sensitive to what goes unsaid. They probably sensed you weren’t truly interested in the story itself. But you were there. You listened anyway. And that had value.

It feels good to have someone’s full attention.

But today, now that the relationship is established, that attention is fading. We listen less. We look less. As if it’s no longer necessary.

And yet, that very attention might be what allowed the relationship to exist in the first place.

When it disappears, it leaves a void.

Of course, there are limits. You can’t listen to everything. It’s possible to express how you feel without being hurtful.

But simply being present, from time to time, is enough to keep the connection alive.

Small Gifts

Another gesture that counts: small gifts.

Sometimes, we find it hard to give simple things. We tell ourselves it’s too small, too insignificant. We prefer to wait for something bigger, something more memorable.

I know—and I include myself in this—that giving simple things isn’t always easy.

But the value of a gift isn’t measured by its price or its size. It’s found in the intention and the emotion it sparks. In a home, small gifts matter more than we think. They bring joy, a sense of lightness, and they rekindle what might be fading over time. When they arrive at just the right moment, their impact is even stronger.

For example: giving a single rose—her favorite—to the woman of your life every now and then. You don’t need an entire bouquet. One is enough to make a difference. It’s not the cost that matters, but what it creates.

Sometimes, a bouquet with a few sincere words is all it takes to mark a moment.

And you, as the woman, how often have you given something to your man just because he likes it? Taking him to his favorite restaurant?

“He can buy it himself, he’s an adult.”

But there’s something to observe here.

Men often remain deeply attached to their mothers. Not just out of love, but through these simple gestures. A mother gives without waiting for a special occasion. She gives little things; she pays attention to details, preferences, and passions. She cooks a meal he loves. She notices.

These repeated gestures are what make her irreplaceable among other things.

And these same gestures often exist naturally in our relationship with our children.

So the question is: why not in our marriage?

And when you receive something, say it.

Gratitude is also part of the gift.

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Good Surprises

And then, there are good surprises.

Because, of course, bad surprises exist too… (haha).

But when a surprise is good, it breathes life back into the relationship.

With time, humans adapt. What is always there becomes normal, almost invisible. The mind naturally seeks something new. And when it doesn’t find it, it gets bored.

Eventually, that boredom can create an imbalance.

Good surprises answer this natural need for renewal.

Pay attention to what they like. What touches them. What makes them feel alive. And, every now and then, give it to them without warning.

A surprise doesn’t have to be big. It can be simple: a taste they love, a craving, a realized fantasy, or an activity you usually avoid. Helping with a chore you don’t like. Giving them something they’ve wanted but wouldn’t dare buy for themselves.

Sometimes you see people setting money aside to give a small dream to the one they love—something admired in silence and pushed aside because of life’s circumstances.

Ultimately, it’s about sharing something vibrant.

It’s about not letting the relationship become predictable.

The goal is simply to be happy together

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Switching Roles

Finally, there’s this idea: knowing how to step in for each other.

In a relationship, roles don’t have to be set in stone. They can evolve. From time to time, they can even flip.

It doesn’t always have to be the woman who cooks or does the dishes. One day, the man can do it. And vice versa. We all have our responsibilities, we know that. But when you step into the other person’s shoes—even briefly—something different is created.

If she’s always the one doing the dishes, let her rest one Sunday and do them for her. If he’s always the one taking out the trash on Thursday nights, take over for once, even if you’re tired.

Those moments carry weight.

When you help the other person and they know you’re exhausted, it doesn’t go unnoticed. It leaves a mark; it stays with them. And because it doesn’t happen every day, it matters even more.

Do something for the person you share your life with that matters to them, even if it seems insignificant to you. Even if you don’t fully understand it. Sometimes, just being present in what matters to them is enough.

And even when it doesn’t really appeal to you… it might be worth a try. Not every day. Just enough so that it keeps its value.

Of course, this is a matter of common sense. Nothing should put you at risk—whether it’s your health, your boundaries, or your balance.

And when you are the one receiving, show it. Express your gratitude. Make sure they know they’ve been seen.

You’ll see… 😁

Because in love, it’s not the grand gestures that last, but the small ones we never stop doing.

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Nobody is perfect. We all carry parts of ourselves that will displease the other. Sustaining perfection is exhausting.

When you enter a relationship, there will be moments when things do not go as planned. This person will let you down. And, sooner or later, you will let them down too.

Because you come from two different worlds.

Even when sharing the same culture and the same values, nuances will always remain: habits, behaviors, and reflexes that will not always sit well with the other.

When things do not go as planned

Something begins to take hold.

The simplest thing would be to express oneself, through words or gestures. But more often than not, what emerges is reproach.

Reproach, in itself, is not the problem. It is its form that transforms the bond. It often takes the shape of an accusation, sometimes laden with guilt. Not out of malice, but by reflex.

A notion often takes root: if the other person feels bad enough, they will change.

And this is often where the bond begins to fray.

When reproach turns into accusation, the heart closes off. Passion is stifled. The person becomes defensive, justifies themselves… or strikes back.

And the spiral begins.

The past resurfaces. Old wounds reawaken. And bit by bit, the bond weakens.

When love turns into guilt

When the intent becomes making the other feel guilty, they no longer seek to improve. They feel less important.

They feel as though their efforts are no longer seen, that nothing they do is ever enough. And this feeling is exhausting. And that is how the bond fades away, slowly.

Imagine.

You spent yesterday sick or overwhelmed with work. You couldn’t write to your partner. They didn’t either — perhaps out of pride, habit, or simple fatigue. And when you wake up, you find a message:

“Hey! So now if I don’t text you, you just don’t text me anymore, huh? Hmmm.”

“I knew it would end up like this.”

Not a single word to ask how you are. No curiosity about what you are going through.

How would you feel?

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Expressing without hurting

Disappointments are part of life as a couple. The other person will make mistakes. And so will you.

The point is not to avoid reproach, but to look at how it is expressed.

There is other ways to express it.

A simple idea often comes up: do not criticize, do not condemn, do not complain.

When a reproach must be expressed, the tone becomes essential: start with a compliment. Say things gently, without accusation.

Let’s take the same situation. Imagine turning on your phone and reading this instead:

“Hey sweetheart, how are you doing? We didn’t talk much yesterday. It’s a bit my fault too, I admit. I’ve gotten used to you texting me first. Is everything okay? Did something happen?”

It’s not the same atmosphere. The first one closes doors. The second one opens them.

Because it doesn’t accuse: it opens a dialogue.

Turning disagreements into bridges

When two people begin to love each other, misunderstandings arise — it is inevitable. You are two different universes learning to blend.

When you pour dye into water, at first, it looks like chaos. But with a little patience, everything harmonizes.

Disagreements are not threats. They are opportunities to know each other, to adapt, and to grow together.

The key: your tone

What weakens the bond is not the reproach itself, but the way it is delivered.

Poorly expressed, a reproach can divide. Framed differently, it can build.

Reproach can become a tool for building, rather than a weapon for wounding.

When you express disappointment… are you trying to be understood or to make the other feel it?

I’d be curious to read your thoughts.

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It’ll bring clarity on what your words are actually doing in moments of tension, and how small shifts can change the direction of a relationship. It will be available for those who want to get a deeper look.

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What often unfolds in love is not so much an inability to love, but a tendency to demand that the other person loves exactly as we do.

Many relationships don’t fade due to a lack of love. They wither because each person is busy trying to teach the other how to love.

A relationship is a bit like seeing a doctor.

When you go to the hospital, do you tell the doctor how to treat you?

Usually, you don’t.

Even if you have medical knowledge, even if you’re an expert in the field, the doctor is generally the one who decides on the method. They are the ones who diagnose and propose the treatment.

Your role is to clearly express your symptoms, your pain, your expectations, your boundaries, your needs, your history, and even your budget. A doctor doesn’t treat you at random; they expect specific information and a form of compensation in return.

Today, many are desperately searching for the “ideal” partner.

Sometimes, that person is already by our side, but we don’t see them because they don’t fit the image we’ve created.

Often, that image doesn’t even come from us. It stems from our beliefs, our wounds, or what society has ingrained in us.

Women sometimes try to define what a “real man” is. Men do the exact same thing.

The question then becomes:

Who can truly define what a “real man” is?

And who can really say what a “real woman” is?

Perhaps no one truly can.

These definitions seem to vary from one person to the next. Ask a thousand men what the ideal woman is: you might get a thousand different answers, all seemingly valid in their own way. It’s the same for women; each has her own vision of her “ideal” man.

The trouble often begins when these beliefs start guiding our choices.

When we look at someone, we sometimes stop seeing the actual person and see a mental checklist instead. We catch ourselves trying to tick boxes rather than discovering a human being. Even after committing to someone, we often hope they will eventually match our imagination.

But sometimes, that “someone” is nothing more than a projection.

From that point on, we try to fix the other person. To teach them how to love “the right way.” To tell them what a man, a woman, or a partner ought to be.

But what if, instead, we viewed the relationship as a medical consultation?

You don’t tell a doctor how to do their job. So why try to define how the other person should love?

You don’t tell a doctor how to make a diagnosis. So why not let the other person love in their own way?

In a doctor’s office, you lay out your pain with honesty. You speak without shame, without a mask. You say what you feel, what you need, what you want to change.

Love can work in a similar way.

We could start by expressing our expectations clearly, daring to show ourselves as we truly are—without forcing it, without pretending. And above all, we could give the other person the freedom to love us according to their own logic, their own sensitivity, and their own pace.

Sometimes, it’s true, we don’t like the way a doctor works. But that doesn’t necessarily mean they are bad at what they do.

In those cases, we change doctors.

We don’t cling to a white coat that makes us feel uneasy.

I believe in love, it can be sometimes like that.

Sometimes, leaving becomes a possibility when someone cannot respond to what you feel.

Not to hurt them, but because you respect what you feel and you refuse to betray yourself.

And let’s not forget: in a hospital there is often a form of exchange. Not necessarily material, but emotional, energetic, human.

So yes, building a relationship can look like consulting a doctor: when you try to be authentic with yourself, when you know what you want, when you respect what you can offer, and when you leave the other free to love you as they are, without imposing a role they didn’t choose.

And perhaps keep this in mind:

If the other is your doctor, you are theirs too.

Because in love, it seems we don’t really heal others— we mostly learn to understand them.

Author’s Note

This text highlights a common tension in relationships:

the tendency to want the other to love according to our own benchmarks.

What appears here is less a lack of love than a disconnect in the way it is expressed and understood.

The medical analogy serves as a reminder of a simple point:

we can express what we feel without imposing a way of being on the other.

One path might be to learn to distinguish what we expect... from what the other is actually capable of offering.

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This series explores love and relationships through analytical frameworks that slow the turbulence of emotions, revealing what lies beneath our actions and words.

Here, we do not offer recipes — we offer lenses.
Concepts, tools, and exercises designed to help each person understand their own internal mechanisms and explore a more conscious way of loving — without self-sacrifice, and without prescribing how others should love.

This post is part of a broader trajectory.
Each piece seeks to illuminate the inner tensions that shape our relationships and translate them into clear practices that can be applied in everyday choices and conversations.

The tone remains intentionally calm, reflective, and non-moralizing.
The goal is clarity and autonomy — for you, and for those around you.

If you choose to continue reading, you will encounter durable frameworks — tools and bridges toward deeper explorations — designed to help you move from understanding to action in your relationships.

Over the past weeks, we’ve walked through a series of reflections on love. Each piece has explored a different tension within ourselves and within our relationships, revealing alignments we can adopt without sacrificing who we are.

When we learn to name these tensions clearly, they stop ruling us and begin guiding us toward a more authentic way of loving. By making space for ourselves, we also make space for the other to be who they are.

Before continuing with new reflections on love, it feels right to pause and revisit what we have already seen. Reflections are analytical insights; when they accumulate, they begin to illuminate the mechanisms behind our reactions and choices.

And once these mechanisms become visible, we stop moving blindly across the field of love — and begin moving with greater clarity.

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What We Have Seen So Far

1st reflection: To love is also to accept suffering

In this reflection, you will discover how love inherently includes suffering, and why recognizing that tension from the start is essential. It explores the different ways suffering emerges in intimate relationships—distance, misunderstanding, silence, shared values, and personal sacrifice—showing that pain is not always a betrayal or harm, but a meaningful signal about the relationship’s reality and depth.

You’ll hear how suffering can both guide change and indicate when it’s time to stay or leave, and why embracing this truth can lead to more deliberate, compassionate choices in love.

2nd Reflection: To Love is also to Prepare to Lose

In this second reflection, you will uncover how love also teaches us to grow through loss, and why preparation for endings is an act of care. It examines how not every effort guarantees happiness, and why some connections must move on for both people to heal. You’ll see how letting go can be an act of love as strong as staying, and how embracing the possibility of loss can sharpen our honesty, courage, and generosity in how we love.

3rd Reflection: To Love is to find a Love That Mirrors You

In this 3rd reflection, you will see how and why it is important to find a love that mirrors your own identity and values, choosing a partner whose image aligns with who you are. It speaks to maintaining authenticity rather than shaping yourself to please another. You’ll see how true connection requires boundaries, mutual respect, and a shared vision of love, and how the central act is choosing a relationship that reflects your inner compass.

4th Reflection: to love is also to take care of yourself in a relationship — for the other.

In this 4th reflection, you will explore how loving also means taking care of yourself within a relationship, for the sake of both partners. It offers a cautionary tale about self-sacrifice unbalanced by personal growth, and frames personal development as a foundation for healthier love. You’ll see how care flows from a solid self, how sacrifices can become traps when they erase who you are, and why investing in yourself can strengthen the bond you share with another.

The reflection invites honesty about boundaries, reciprocity, and the ongoing choice to grow together without losing yourself.

5th reflection: Relationship Culture – Loving is also about choosing habits

In this 5th reflection, you will explore how relationship culture is built from habits—the small things we do daily that shape who we become together. It argues that loving is also about choosing sustainable patterns, not blind sacrifice. You’ll uncover how well-chosen habits can harmonize a partnership, while unexamined ones can quietly erode it, and how honesty with ourselves is the key to balancing care for the other with care for self.

6th reflection: The Hidden Cost of Loving Without Boundaries

In this 6th reflection, you will challenge the idea that love must be unconditional and explore how boundaries, reciprocity, and self-care shape lasting connection. It offers a counterpoint to the myth of boundless sacrifice, showing that sustainable love flourishes when both people grow, protect their own well-being, and define what is acceptable.

You’ll discover how habits, expectations, and mutual responsibility influence the depth of a relationship, and how choosing what to demand—and what to let go—can prevent fading and enable true care to endure.

7th Reflection: To Love is also to Establish Principles

In this 7th reflection, you will explore how establishing guiding principles anchors love, preventing drift and chaos. It argues that love benefits from clear boundaries, mutual expectations, and personal boundaries, not blind devotion. You’ll hear how shared rules can foster harmony and how personal limits protect your well-being, so relationships grow with integrity rather than at the expense of self.

8th Reflection: Love and Freedom: Is True Freedom Possible in Relationships?

In this 8th reflection, you will explore how true freedom within love is not the absence of constraints, but the conscious choice of which constraints you accept. It argues that commitment reshapes freedom, turning it into a skill: the ability to set boundaries, honor responsibilities, and align actions with shared values. You’ll see how responsibilities, trust, and transparency sustain connection, while avoidance or evasive freedom can corrode it.

Author’s note

To those who have been here from the beginning — thank you.
Your presence is part of what allows this room to exist.

Each reflection in this series is written to stand on its own. You can enter at any point, follow the tension that speaks to you, and explore it at your own rhythm.

Yet, like pieces of a larger mirror, these reflections also connect. Read in sequence, they begin to reveal a broader landscape — one where the mechanisms of love, identity, responsibility, and freedom slowly take shape.

If you are new to this series, you may simply choose the reflection that resonates most today.

And if you wish to see the wider picture, you can begin at the first reflection and move forward step by step, allowing each insight to build upon the previous one.

Either way, the invitation remains the same:

to observe,
to understand,
and to move through love with a little more clarity than before.

If these reflections resonate with you, the Evening Mirror invites you to go deeper — exploring the structures, mechanisms, and practical tools that sit behind each reflection.

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Growing up, and even now, I often hear people in relationships—married or not—constantly telling themselves:

“I’m free. I can do whatever I want. I’m not their child. I don’t work for them...”

For a long time, it made me think:

Is there ever truly any freedom in love?

Freedom Has Two Faces

The way I see it, freedom has two dimensions—and not just when it comes to love.

As long as it’s just about me, in my private life, then yes, I can do whatever I want. I can believe what I want, live how I choose, and work in whatever field I like. As long as it doesn’t involve or affect anyone else, I’m free to do as I please.

But the moment our decisions start to affect someone else, freedom changes. It shifts.

Take a simple example: I can’t blast music in the middle of the night. Some people are sleeping and may not tolerate that.
It shows that any kind of community relies on unwritten rules.

Of course, we can switch communities. We might trade one freedom for another, but we’ll just find new sets of restrictions.

Maybe this side of freedom isn’t about doing whatever we want, but about consciously choosing the constraints we’re willing to accept.

Why Love Functions Like a Contract

To me, a relationship is a lot like a job. An employer lists their requirements and expectations. If we feel we can meet them, we apply. And if we’re prepared, we get the job.

If a company bans phones, we don’t use our phones during work hours. If they require us to be on time, we do everything we can to be punctual.

Once we’ve accepted the position, can we really say we’re free to act however we want?

Even as freelancers, we still depend on our clients. If a client wants red, even if we know blue would look a thousand times better, we’d use red.

Sure, we’re free to accept or decline the work. But once the choice is made, doesn’t freedom take on a different shape?

Freedom Is the Ability to Choose Your Constraints

Maybe the the same applies to love. Does it ?

I’m free to choose the kind of relationship I want: to be with someone, to commit, to build a home. Just as I’m free to choose a different path—one without strings, full of late nights out, or even abstinence.

It’s interesting how strictly we follow our professional commitments, yet how blurry we let our emotional ones become. And yet, to me, they work the same way.

Can a married person really live as if they were single without creating an imbalance? Just as someone who chooses to be single can’t expect the perks of marriage.

Every system has its benefits—but it also has its requirements.

Commitment Means Carrying the Terms You Accepted

One of my managers at Amazon recently complimented me on being “convenient.”
Am I, though? I don’t think so. I see myself more as a rebel who happens to be responsible.

When I took the job, I accepted all the rules and expectations. I said I could work ten-hour night shifts in freezing temperatures and do everything else required.

No one forced me. Whether it was out of necessity or passion, I signed the contract.

So, I do what’s asked of me, as long as it’s within the scope of my job. If I’m working on a task and a supervisor asks me to switch to another, even if I don’t feel like it, I do it without complaining.

When my colleagues complain too much about the conditions, I sometimes think—and occasionally say—that we accepted these terms. No one coerced us. So maybe the real question isn’t whether the work is hard, but whether we are ready to own the terms we agreed to.

True, it makes me look like a “convenient” person. But to me, it’s not convenience; it’s responsibility.

For example, the company expects us to stow an average of 300 units per hour. But as long as you’re over 200, it’s acceptable. I always make the effort to stay above 250.

Some supervisors try to push for more, creating competitions with trivial rewards to boost productivity. I never care. Sometimes I’ll stow over 500 in an hour, but that’s a personal choice—it allows me to take it easier during other hours. No one says a word because my average stays solid.

I believe it’s the same in a relationship. Perhaps a sense of responsibility is one of those invisible pillars that keeps a relationship harmonious and respectful.

When Freedom Becomes an Excuse

Sometimes, a vague interpretation of “freedom” and a confusion between compliance and duty creates an imbalance—where one person gives more while the other gets used to receiving.

I wonder if what we call “freedom” in a shared life isn’t sometimes just a mask for our struggle to face the consequences of our choices. A form of irresponsibility.

When we choose a relationship, maybe the goal isn’t just to “get” it... but to fully carry its implications.

It’s like when a supervisor asks me to do something I don’t like at work: they aren’t forcing me, but I am taking responsibility for the role I accepted.

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Where Does Freedom End When Someone Else Is Involved?

Is it still freedom if:

• A married man chooses to spend his weekend at a club while his wife stays home alone?

• A woman goes out every night as if no commitment ever existed?

• A paycheck is spent on luxury things while the joint rent goes unpaid?

• The chores and the burdens become the effort of only one person?

• Fidelity becomes an option rather than an agreement?

• One’s appearance, outings, or silences are never shared or explained?
  The list could go on.

Living for yourself… and for the other

In my fourth reflection, I pointed out that in a relationship, we must invest in ourselves first—but we also do it for the other person.

I like to say:

Maybe in a relationship, we no longer live solely for ourselves… but also with the other person in mind.

Our actions and decisions should benefit them too, because they affect them.

If we’re going to be late, we should let them know. If we’re going out, we should tell them. We need to adapt our lives, our decisions, and our actions to the other person’s reality, just as we do at work.

We don’t do it to “ask for permission,” but for transparency and trust within the couple.

Some might say:

“I’m not their slave.”
No, you’re not.

But in a chosen commitment, there is a mutual responsibility—the responsibility not to act as if the other person doesn’t exist.

Every Commitment Carries Consequences

Imagine someone working in a shop. The owner tells them to lock the cash register if they step away, even for a few seconds. That person, consciously or not, leaves it open. And he comes back to find all the money gone.

What would the owner do?

Depending on the boss, that employee could lose more than just their job. And the owner would have every right to take action, at least within the law.

When responsibilities are no longer honored, the balance breaks.

And the other person is left with a choice: to stay… or to walk away.

What True Freedom Actually Means

Maybe the freedom we claim to want in love isn’t exactly what we imagine.

If we were truly “free” within our commitments:

• Why would we ever feel the need to hide things?

• Why would anger flare up when certain boundaries are crossed?

To me, true freedom isn’t about doing whatever we want or running from our duties; it’s about choosing them consciously—and honoring them with love.

As Jean-Paul Sartre wrote:

“We are condemned to be free.”

In other words, we cannot escape the responsibility of our choices. Even choosing not to choose is a choice.

Is claiming “freedom” just to avoid certain responsibilities actually a form of irresponsibility?

I don’t mean in a moral sense.

I mean in a structural sense.

Irresponsibility here isn’t just a character flaw. It’s a disconnect between the commitment we chose and the actions we take.

And that disconnect always ends up costing something.

To one.

To the other.

Or to both.

Conclusion

What if, in the end, freedom wasn’t a right to be defended... but a skill to be developed?

An emotional maturity.
The ability to choose what is worth protecting—even if it requires sacrifice.

Because in a commitment, our choices no longer belong entirely to us.

They circulate.
They impact.
They bind.

And maybe true freedom begins exactly where irresponsibility ends.

Tomorrow’s Evening Mirror will examine the hidden structure behind freedom in love — and how attachment quietly transforms autonomy into responsibility.
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Most relationships don’t end because of a lack of love. They end because something deeper was never defined.

Love can be a storm. And without an anchor, even the most sincere hearts will eventually drift.

In a relationship, principles are that anchor.

The heart, when overwhelmed by the sheer force of love, easily loses its sense of direction.

We all know the feeling: when you truly love someone, their happiness becomes your priority. That deep, visceral desire often drives us to do absolutely anything to make it happen.

Why principles matter

Sometimes, we want to see that person smile so badly that we end up giving more than we actually have.

I feel good when my partner is doing well. If she’s happy, I’m happy.

But deep love can also make you lose your footing. It’s tumultuous, and as the french singer, Garou, sang so perfectly:

“Love is violent—violent on the inside.” (Que L’Amour est Violent)

That intensity can make us jealous, immature, excessive, or even paranoid. It can make us easy to manipulate.

That is why I believe principles are essential.

They act as your guardrails.

Your lighthouse in the middle of the night.

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Where most people lose their way

So many relationships don’t end because of a lack of love. They end because of a lack of principles.

You have to define:

• What you are willing to tolerate.

• What is strictly off-limits.

• What is unforgivable.

• And exactly how many times you are willing to forgive the same mistake.

Love, on its own, is not a shield.

Building Together

At the beginning of a relationship, I like to ask a simple but crucial question:

How do you want us to handle our relationship?

This is where we start building the rules together—rules that prevent tension and protect our harmony.

For example:

We might agree to let each other know when we’re busy.

That way, if a text goes unanswered or a call doesn’t go through, there’s no unnecessary frustration. We already know why. That simple step is enough to save us from resentment or overthinking.

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One of the principles I always insist on—and perhaps the one that matters most to me—is this:

“Do not demand what you aren’t willing to give in return.”

It’s a variation of the biblical teaching where Jesus said:

“Do unto others as you would have them do unto you.”

If a woman expects me to be available for her at all times, isn’t it only fair to expect the same from her?

We feel loved when we feel like a priority.

When love is sincere, making the other person the center of our attention comes naturally. We text, we reply quickly, we pick up the phone.

But I believe it’s important to take a step back sometimes. I’ll stop sending the first message, just to see if the other person will take the lead.

Some of my stories ended right there.

Sometimes we just want something deeper, something more committed. But can you force someone to love you the way you want to be loved?

In those cases, pushing too hard only leads to pain—for us and for them.

So, I believe it is better to leave.

Not because of a lack of love. But because of principle.

Setting Boundaries: An Act of Love

There are shared principles, such as:

• Caring for one another, even when we’re angry.

• Communication. If one does something the other dislikes, it should be said.

• If a fight gets too heated to hear each other, it’s better to walk away or stay silent for a moment.

• No spending from joint funds without the other knowing.

These principles can be as diverse as the people involved.

But it’s just as important to have personal principles. For instance:

• What you will never forgive.

• What you will never sacrifice.

• How many times you are willing to put up with certain behaviors.

I value my peace. I love to write.

If I am with someone who doesn’t respect that part of my life, I might try to explain it three times. If after that she still can’t accept it—even if I love her—I will leave.

Sometimes, leaving on principle is the only way to protect yourself from suffering.

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The Silent Misunderstanding

Then there are external principles, like giving gifts on special occasions: Christmas, Valentine’s Day, International Women’s Day…

I remember a time when my ex-girlfriend was truly angry with me. I hadn’t gotten her anything for Christmas. Personally, I don’t believe in those holidays; to me, they’re just business.

When we first started dating, I was a student and wasn’t working. Back then, I never gave her anything during that time of year, and she was never upset.

This time, however, she was hurt because I was working and could afford to buy her something. I don’t think she was waiting for the gift itself, but rather the gesture.

On principle, even if I chose not to give anything, I should have let her know.

When she expressed her disappointment and anger, I immediately admitted I was wrong.

Since then, I’ve been careful.

I realized she was making a silent effort that I hadn’t noticed before.

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Without principles, your partner might start taking you for granted.

• We sometimes accept things we shouldn’t.

• We forgive too easily.

• We endure behaviors that should be our cue to leave…

In my view, principles are what maintain balance in a couple’s life.

Loving someone should mean enjoying your freedom alongside them.

But without principles—if we only follow our hearts—it is too easy to lose ourselves and suffer.

Love, on its own, is not a shield. It is our principles that keep us from getting lost and getting hurt.

Also remember: principles should not govern every breath of a relationship — they anchor the essential, while leaving space for spontaneity and joy.

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If loving someone required you to betray a principle essential to your own balance…

would you still be willing to stay?

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I have seen people give everything in the name of love — their time, their patience, sometimes even their dignity — believing that unconditional devotion was proof of sincerity. What I observed instead was something far more fragile: the more they gave without limits, the less stable the bond became.

And slowly, I came to question the very idea of unconditional love within romantic relationships. As seductive as that ideal may sound, it often feels more like a myth than a lived reality. Love without conditions or reciprocity does not always create depth — sometimes, it quietly creates imbalance.

I know this is a bold statement. It might spark strong reactions or opposing views—and that’s a good thing. The goal here isn’t to establish absolute truths, but to open up a space for reflection. Let’s think through this together; stay with me in the room until the end.

The Different Faces of Love

Take money, for example. When we hear the word, we first think of its value. But depending on where you are in the world, it may take different forms: dollars, euros, pesos, gourdes, yen, crypto... Money is a universal concept with many variations.

Isn’t it the same for love?

There is divine love, parental love, the love between siblings, family, or friends… and then there is romantic love. Some of these forms can, indeed, be unconditional. Sometimes we love without understanding why. We care for certain people without any logical reason. We look for reasons—often superficial ones—but the deeper “why” remains elusive.

“The heart has its reasons of which reason knows nothing.”

I believe every one of us, at some point, has loved unconditionally: a parent, a child, maybe even a partner. So, it seems possible to love without self-interest or expectations. At least, some have experienced it.

But loving someone and building a relationship with them feel like two very different realities to me. One doesn’t necessarily lead to the other.

You can love someone deeply without ever being in a relationship with them—and vice versa.

Perhaps that is one of the great misunderstandings of our time.

When Love Becomes Blind

I’ve often noticed that whenever someone lists the qualities they’re looking for in a partner, there’s always someone else who speaks up to say that none of that matters in the name of “unconditional love.”

Some even point to 1 Corinthians 13 to justify this idealistic vision of love. Yet, that same Bible also speaks of mutual responsibilities: that a man should care for his wife, and a wife should honor her husband. Even from a spiritual perspective, love seems to come with responsibilities.

I say this often to those around me and to anyone willing to listen:

If you love someone so much that you make excuses for them when they hurt you, you need to seriously ask yourself if you should be building a relationship with that person.

Love with your heart, yes—but never set aside your mind or your reason.

Too often, I’ve been a silent witness to men and women—friends and loved ones—who loved blindly, unconditionally… and suffered in silence. When love isn’t reciprocal, it can become a double-edged sword. It makes you vulnerable.

The more you give of yourself without conditions, the more you risk losing value in the other person’s eyes. When you let yourself fade into the background for too long, eventually, you stop being seen altogether.

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A Lesson in Boundaries: Love and Friendship

An uncle of mine once introduced me to a man who, according to him, loves his wife unconditionally. I met this man. He knows his wife is cheating on him. His family knows. Her family knows. These aren’t just rumors—he actually caught her in the act once.

Yet, instead of leaving her, he chose to leave the country with her. The result? She’s still cheating. He knows it, and yet… he married her.

Situations like this always make me think. Many believe that by investing more into a broken relationship, the other person will eventually change—or learn to love better. Perhaps that belief is comforting, but it guarantees nothing.

Sometimes, the more you give without conditions, the more you are taken for granted.

Perhaps protecting yourself isn’t a lack of love, but a form of clarity. Setting boundaries isn’t a betrayal of the bond. Sometimes, it’s the only way to avoid losing yourself in it.

When Friendship Becomes a Mirror

I went through something similar myself, though it wasn’t in a romantic relationship. It was a friendship. And friendship, after all, is a form of love too, isn’t it?

I had a friend. There was never anything romantic between us. I was a good listener, always there, especially when she was going through a hard time. I’m naturally sensitive, and I try to make myself useful to others.

But very quickly, I started to feel like she was only around when she needed something.

I don’t like pretending, so I talked to her about it. Of course, she denied it. I didn’t believe her, but I didn’t want to push it. So, I let it go. I kept acting as if everything was fine.

One day, after finishing my novel—a story that ends with the kind of reflections she often shares on social media—I asked her to read it. It wasn’t about ego. I had already hired a professional beta reader on Fiverr.

I just wanted her take on it.

I even offered her half of what I’d paid on Fiverr, plus a little bonus: if she got her friends to read it and gave me their feedback, she’d get 50% of that amount for each person.

She wanted me to give her the money upfront. I refused.

Days passed. Then weeks. I asked if she’d had time to read it. She told me she’d forgotten, that she hadn’t had the time. I simply said: “Thanks, forget about it.”

I was disappointed, but not surprised.

I cut ties with her. A few months later, she sent me a message:

“Hey! How are you?”

“I’m starting a new project, I’d love your help with it.”

I didn’t reply. She insisted, again and again. Then, one morning, she called me.

After the small talk, she got straight to the point. She called me out on my silence and asked for my help. I said no.

Then she snapped at me:

“You’re my friend, you’re supposed to help me.”

At that moment, something inside me snapped too. I took a deep breath. And I told her simply:

“Our friendship died a long time ago.”

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Unconditional Love: Myth or Silent Trap?

That experience made me think. And I believe romantic relationships work the same way. In a couple, I feel that both people must be there for one another. Otherwise, you end up with one person giving… and the other getting used to receiving—all under the guise of “selfless love.”

People often tell me:

“True love endures everything and asks for nothing in return.”

So, let me ask this:

Say I love someone and we get together. I give my all, doing everything to make her happy without ever demanding anything, because I believe my love is sincere.

But what if she doesn’t do the same for me?

If unconditional love dictates that I must always take care of her, then who takes care of me?

Who looks out for my happiness?

Too often, we expect reciprocity to be spontaneous. We treat others the way we want to be treated, hoping they’ll do the same. But I’ve learned that hope isn’t always enough. Some things deserve to be said. We should be able to name them, to claim them.

Perhaps we actually have the right to demand reciprocity.

It reminds me of a song by the Belgian singer Jacques Brel, Sans Exigences (Without Demands). He sings:

“She saw me as having no demands; she believed I had no needs.” (“Elle me voyait sans exigence, elle me croyait sans besoin.”)

When you demand nothing, you risk being taken for granted. And with the wrong person, that can quickly become a living hell.

Brel also said that people often mistake patience for weakness. On that point, I think he was right.

What the “oppressor” doesn’t always see is that the victim isn’t weak. To endure so much pain, to forgive over and over again—that takes immense strength. It’s not weakness. It’s patience.

But eventually, patience runs out.

And when it fades, indifference slowly takes its place.

And with indifference… love eventually falls silent.

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To me, unconditional love in a relationship seems dangerous.

I do everything in my power to fulfill my partner, but I expect them to do the same. Because if I can’t find my place or my happiness in a relationship, it would be naive to believe that the void will stay silent forever.

How many men and women have loved with all their hearts, without ever receiving anything in return?

And when a glimmer of light appears elsewhere, it’s easier to judge than to try to understand what was already broken.

I’m not justifying cheating. Today, we are free to end a relationship when it no longer works for us. But that freedom shouldn’t stop us from looking at the reality—the sometimes painful reality—that some people live through in their relationships.

Perhaps the danger doesn’t lie in love itself, but in the lack of boundaries around it. By loving without conditions, you can end up accepting everything. And by accepting everything, you can slowly lose yourself.

Loving shouldn’t mean fading away. Giving shouldn’t mean disappearing. Love is powerful, but left to its own devices, it can become blind.

So, the real question might not be:

“Does unconditional love exist?”

But rather:

Can we build something solid without ever defining what is acceptable—and what is not?

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Sit with this quietly:

When I say I love unconditionally…
am I loving freely —
or am I allowing everything?

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On Sundays, we open the reflection.

On Mondays at 7:30 PM, we step inside it.

Where the Sunday post invites you to feel and question,
the Evening Mirror examines what lies beneath:

• the hidden patterns
• the structural imbalances
• the mechanisms shaping the bond
• the questions that test sustainability

Some reflections are meant to be felt.
Others are meant to be understood.

If you’d like to sense the rhythm of this second layer, you can read two open examples here:

– 🪞 The Evening Mirror: The Loss-Anticipation Paradox
– 🪞 The Evening Mirror : The Identity-Congruence Principle

The mirror slows down tomorrow.

With clarity,
The Mirror Room
Odel Asseille

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5th Reflection on Love: Relationship Culture – Loving is also about choosing habits

Culture, in its essence, is a set of customs, ways of acting, and ways of thinking. It shapes our habits and our reflexes—those behaviors that, over time, become automatic.

In a relationship, this same principle applies.

For a one-night stand, a fleeting fling, or a relationship without commitment, there is no need to think about establishing a shared culture. The same goes for those who explore the complexities of love as a journey of self-discovery, without any real intention of dropping anchor.

But when you want to commit for the long term, I believe it becomes crucial to reflect on the habits you want to create and to make them the foundation of the relationship from the very beginning.

Well-chosen habits become powerful tools that serve the relationship. They facilitate communication and mutual understanding. They create a form of natural harmony. Sometimes, you reach a point where you understand each other without even speaking. Gestures, attitudes, reactions, daily chores—all of this forms a shared culture, a way of living as two.

But we must also recognize that a poorly established habit can become a burden. It can weaken the relationship, or even destroy it over time.

The Trap of People-Pleasing

In the 2nd reflection on love, I talked about “love is also about preparing yourself to lose,” I mentioned a personal story. Out of love, I had accepted certain things that I should never have tolerated.

For example: after our arguments, I had developed the habit of always apologizing—even when I wasn’t in the wrong. Some might say that’s noble. But in reality, it wasn’t.

She had a tendency to wallow in silence after a fight, sometimes for several days, or even an entire week. And to prevent the bond from breaking further, I would eventually back down, simply so that everything could go back to “normal.”

Being right wasn’t my priority.

With time, I felt like that silence was becoming a strategy—or perhaps a defense mechanism—and I was always the one coming back to her to restore the peace.

When I think back on it today, a certain unease resurfaces. A kind of shame, almost. Probably because I wasn’t yet ready to set my own boundaries. I was younger then, more conciliatory.

When I began to find myself again, to value myself, this change naturally generated tension. I didn’t apologize as easily anymore. I set limits. And she resented me for that change.

I remember telling her:

“We are growing. And I think our relationship needs to evolve with us if we want to stay together.”

But the relationship itself didn’t evolve. And that created a distance between us. Deeper tensions appeared.

There were times I would get angry with her. Then, over time, I told myself:

“It’s my fault. I allowed this situation to exist.”

So, I stopped being angry at her. I was angry at myself.

I eventually saw that certain habits had slipped in insidiously, and that they served the relationship less than they hindered it. And inevitably, one day or another, it had to break. Yes, I suffered. But I know that this suffering, for the most part, came from within me.

Perhaps the foundations of our bond weren’t as solid as I believed. And if there was a mistake, it was surely shared, silent, and progressive.

I never wanted to separate from her. That wasn’t my wish. But at a certain point, it was inevitable:

Either I stayed in this weakened, almost pathetic version of myself,

or I grew, even if it meant losing everything.

I tried to stay true to the person I was becoming. The pain was there, of course, but a certain inner peace slowly began to emerge. And that peace is priceless.

What you repeat becomes expected.

Habits: A silent power

Habits are of vital importance. Not just in love, but in every area of our lives. And yet, all too often, we don’t pay enough attention to them.

In my current job at Amazon, we are evaluated based on an hourly quota. On average, you have to get a rate of 115 per hour in from picking. When we first started, one of my colleagues sometimes hit double that, or even more. I think he wanted to impress our supervisor at the time.

Then, as is the custom every six months, a new supervisor arrived. Less demanding, more involved in the tasks than in the surveillance. Very quickly, my colleague changed. He slowed down. Drastically. He was barely hitting the average.

But one day, the old supervisor came back temporarily to fill in. Noticing the drop in this man’s performance, he expressed his intention to give him a formal warning. This left my colleague with a certain bitterness. Since then, their relationship has seemed more strained.

And yet… it’s hard to say my colleague was entirely wrong. Even with his drop in pace, this colleague wasn’t the slowest person on site. So why sanction him, and not the others—not even me?

The answer, I think, lies in one word: habit.

In the beginning, he had accustomed everyone to excellence. To consistency. To a productivity that was above the norm. Today, his output has fallen well below what he had shown of himself.

And that inconsistency is jarring. Because we rarely judge people based on a general standard… we judge them against their own benchmark, their own established level.

People are not measured against the norm.
They are measured against their pattern.

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Do not create what you cannot maintain

This made me reflect deeply. In any relationship—professional, platonic, romantic—perhaps it would be wise to avoid getting others used to behaviors that we cannot maintain in the long run.

It’s fine to pull out all the stops, to give the best of yourself. But you also have to know when to stop. Or rather: when to show who you truly are, and what you can give sustainably.

Today, I am a little more wary of habits that slide, slowly, into chains.

At work, for example, phones are officially forbidden. But everyone knows you can still use them discreetly. There have been times when I spent an entire night chatting with people. And the next day, even though I could still reply, I didn’t. Voluntarily.

Not as a game. Not out of indifference.

Just… so I wouldn’t create something I wouldn’t be able to maintain.

Replying is not a bad thing in itself. But if I start replying always, quickly, all the time… then maybe one day, without meaning to, I will disappoint.

Intensity creates a reference point.

And sometimes, that’s how we hurt someone: not because of what we do, but because of what we let them believe we will always do.

A habit isn’t always bad in itself. But repeated without awareness, it can end up pulling us away from ourselves—or quietly creating a gap between what we do and what we can actually offer.

Honesty, the key to balance

The key is honesty. Being honest with others, yes. But above all, being honest with yourself.

Knowing what you can give, over the long haul.

And never letting a habit become a lie.

🪞 Mirror for Reflection

What have you allowed to become normal — that no longer feels aligned with you?

If something stirred in you, I’d be glad to hear it.
And if not, let the question stay with you a little longer.

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With clarity,
The Mirror Room
Odel A.

loving also means accepting suffering,

loving also means preparing for loss,
and

This fourth reflection continues that path — not by asking us to give more, but by questioning how we give, and from where.

Fourth Reflection on Love

Another reflection on love: to love is also to take care of yourself in a relationship — for the other.

This idea came to me through a reflection by Jim Rohn, entrepreneur, author, and speaker. He once said:

“The greatest gift you can give somebody is your own personal development.
I used to use the old phrase, ‘I’ll take care of you, you take care of me.’
I found out how short-ended that was.
I changed it, here it is:
‘I will take care of me for you, if you will take care of you for me.’”

Jim Rohn was speaking about personal development.
But his words seemed to point to something else.
Something more intimate.

They unsettled a long-held idea I had about self-sacrifice in relationships.

Maybe taking care of yourself is not just a principle of love —
maybe it is something deeper, more vital.
An invisible foundation: our balance, our breathing, what we call self.

And yet, in some relationships, this priority slowly evaporates.
We begin to live for the other.
To fade.
To forget ourselves.
Quietly. Almost without noticing.

In relationships — whether family, friendship, or romantic — some people give themselves entirely. It is often seen as noble. Maybe it is. There is something beautiful in that gesture… but sometimes, there is also something that gets lost.

We often believe — without really admitting it — that by taking care of the other, care will naturally return to us. As if by default. But that return does not always come. And when it is delayed, or never arrives, the imbalance becomes heavy to carry.

Taking care of yourself is not selfishness.
It is not refusing to see the other.
It may simply be recognizing that we give best from a stable place. That to extend a hand, we need solid ground beneath our feet. We give well only from what we have built within ourselves.

A person who has grown, learned, strengthened themselves internally does not necessarily give more — they give differently. With more clarity. More steadiness. More presence. These are not fixed traits; they are states we try to inhabit, day after day.

As for me, something shifted. Not a rupture, but a quiet movement. Since this idea settled in me, I have given more space to what nourishes me — not to turn away from the other, but to avoid losing myself along the way.

It must also be acknowledged that investing primarily in the other can be dangerous.

I remember a story that marked my adolescence. I was around eighteen. In my neighborhood lived a young man respected by everyone. Hardworking. Polite. Discreet. He was in a relationship with a young woman who dreamed of becoming a doctor. She did not have the financial means or family support to pursue her studies.

Out of love, the young man abandoned his own. He went into business, worked tirelessly for years, and paid for all the expenses related to his partner’s education, including her graduation.

On the day of the ceremony — when he should have been recognized as a pillar of her success — she arrived with her new partner, also a doctor. She declared that the man who had sacrificed everything for her meant nothing to her anymore. That he had become inferior and unworthy of her.

That story stayed with me. For a long time. I don’t know if it was the injustice that struck me, or something else. He was not part of my family. But what he lived left behind a warning — an image difficult to forget. My father, too, used it. Not as a lesson hammered in, but as one of those stories that linger, that you hear in silence, and that eventually settle on their own.

Something crystallized there — in the meeting between that story and Jim Rohn’s words:
maybe loving does not mean erasing yourself.

To love may be to build yourself in order to build with the other.
Maybe investing in yourself is not a detour from the bond, but a way to make it more solid, more balanced, more just.

I have heard women’s stories too. Some sacrificed themselves to support a man’s studies or career, only to later be betrayed or rejected, deemed inferior to his new status.

Perhaps our ways of loving are less universal than we like to believe.

I have also listened to men and women who, on the contrary, honored those who sacrificed for them — who never considered them inferior or unworthy, but lifted them up and defended them proudly before society.

Yet in cases of betrayal, society often condemns one and pities the other. And paradoxically, it is that same society that once found it noble — even romantic — for one partner to completely sacrifice for the other.

I do not condemn. The world already does that well enough.
I prefer to question. To observe without pointing. To reflect — and in doing so, to make room for a personal understanding.

And in these reflections, I sometimes wonder whether the pain born from sacrifice is not amplified by what we allowed to happen.

This does not justify the other’s actions. Betrayal remains despicable. But it may also reveal an initial imbalance within the relationship.

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I believe a couple should grow together, invest together — or that each person should first invest in themselves.

To place all your energy, your future, your potential into a single person — in the name of love — is a powerful gesture. But it is also a bet. A bet that the other will respond in kind.

And bets, by nature, offer no guarantees.

People change.
They evolve.
Their values change too.

And in today’s world, everyone is free to do as they choose. Morally, some behaviors may be questionable. But socially or legally, no one is obligated to stay, to love, or to recognize your sacrifice simply because you invested everything in them.

There is no legal contract that forces someone to remain, to love, or to acknowledge your sacrifice. These expectations are built on values — love, gratitude — but they are never guaranteed.

What I defend is not a model.
It is a direction: simple happiness.

I believe no one should remain in a relationship out of mere obligation. It would be a double punishment — for both people. Without sincere love and genuine recognition, sacrifice leads only to deep disappointment.

In the case of the young man I mentioned earlier, I cannot say what the right choice would have been. But seeing him made one thing clear to me: some sacrifices, even those made with love, can cost too much.

And perhaps that is why it is essential to remember this:
to love is also to be ready to lose the other.

Some people will stay with you only as long as you are useful to them. That is their vision of love. And as harsh as it may be, we cannot judge them for what they are free to want.

That is precisely why it is essential to remember that love also implies being ready to let go the other.

Because the fear of losing someone can push us to betray our own values. To erase ourselves. To give everything, until exhaustion. And sometimes, despite all these efforts, the relationship ends — and the suffering is immense.

We were taught to invest in the other.
To prove.
To give.
To support.
And we were led to believe that this would be enough for the other to do the same.

But it is not always the case.

In some cultures, in some places, it is even considered a moral duty: once you enter a relationship, you owe yourself to the other — sometimes even before living together.

But is that truly fair?
Is it truly healthy?

I believe it is entirely natural, when in a relationship, to help, support, and assist the other as much as we can. But this must remain a choice, not an obligation — and it must be done without losing oneself, without self-sacrifice.

I do not have to pay the rent of a partner I do not yet live with. Her expenses are not fully my responsibility. And yet, I may choose to help — not because I must, but because I want to.

When we love someone, we cannot bear to see them suffer. We want them fulfilled, at peace, happy. But often, some people exploit this feeling. They may use our love to manipulate us.

They’d say:
“If you really love me, you should do this for me.
You should pay for that.
You should take me here…”

And sometimes, we fall into the trap.

There is a painful irony here.
Perhaps even a contradiction.

Imagine giving everything to someone. Sacrificing yourself completely to help them grow, to succeed. And once they reach the top, they leave you behind. You are no longer seen as their equal.

You ask for explanations. You say:
“After everything I’ve done for you… all the sacrifices… this is how you’re going to repay me?”

And they look you in the eyes and reply:
“I never asked you for anything.”

Those words hurt in a way betrayal alone cannot. Because often, the same people once made you believe that your presence already placed you in their debt. And once they get what they want, they claim they never demanded anything.

Isn’t that strange?
Or rather… deeply paradoxical?

For me, loving in a relationship is like the small gestures we make toward ourselves for the sake of the other.

Take a simple example: taking a shower.

After a long day of work, we may be exhausted, with no desire to do anything. If no one were home, we might go straight to bed without a second thought. But because the other is there, we make the effort to wash — to remove the sweat, the odors, the fatigue. Not out of obligation, but out of care.

The same applies to how we dress, how we style our hair, how we choose a fragrance. We do not do these things to the other. We do them to ourselves — for the other.

We do not dress them, and yet every detail of us seeks to honor their presence.

Could we apply this same principle to other areas of life?

We could invest in our education, our personal growth, increase our income, expand our network, learn new skills, refine our talents. And with each personal step forward, the relationship grows richer.

And with each step, a little more to offer.
More listening.
More presence.
Perhaps even… more light.

That is why I believe it is not only important, but vital, to invest in yourself first. Not to turn away from the other, but to better support them, better cherish them, better love them.

And as Jim Rohn said so well:

“The best contribution I can make to you is my personal development.
What if I become ten times wiser, ten times stronger, ten times better, ten times more unique…
Think of what that would do for the relationship.”

So take care of yourself — for the other.
So that you may have the capacity to be more present.

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🪞 Mirror for Reflection

Ask yourself, gently — without trying to fix anything:

In my way of loving, am I building myself…
or am I slowly disappearing to keep the other close?

And if I began to care for myself with the same intention I give to the other,
what would change — in me, and in the relationship?

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On Monday, The Evening Mirror will follow —
a quieter space to sit with this reflection a little longer.

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The Mirror Room
Odel A.

and that loving is also preparing to lose.

This third reflection continues that path — not to discourage love, but to help us approach it with more honesty and self-respect.
It asks a quieter, but essential question:

What kind of love can I live without betraying myself?

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3rd Reflection on Love: Finding a Love That Mirrors You

Another truth about love is the necessity of finding a love in your own image. I know many will disagree with me, and that’s okay. My goal isn’t for us to share the same opinion, but for us to take the time to reflect together.

In Haiti, there are many proverbs steeped in wisdom. One of them says: “Achte soulye ki mezi pye w.” Which translates to: “Buy shoes that fit your feet.”

When I speak of finding a love in your own image, I am not referring to physical appearance. To me, the physical is not what matters most. Everyone has their preferences—I do too—but these are personal. They should not become absolute criteria or be imposed on anyone else. As Ecclesiastes says: “All is vanity.” The body itself does not escape this truth.

Finding a love in your own image means loving in alignment with your identity, your worldview, and your deepest values. It is loving without betraying yourself, without distorting who you are to please another. It is knowing what you hold within, what you can offer, without losing yourself along the way.

I see it often: men sacrificing themselves to the point of exhaustion, working themselves to death to meet a woman’s needs, only to be betrayed or abandoned in the end. And women, for their part, giving everything to please a man: efforts, sacrifices, compromises—sometimes even breaking ties with family or friends. And in the end, what have they received in return? Nothing but suffering.

I am not saying one should never sacrifice for someone they love. I am simply asking this: is it the right person?

• Is it a balanced love if a woman demands expensive gifts that the man cannot afford?

• Is it a just love if a man asks his partner to abandon her studies, her career, or her passions just to stay by his side?

• Is it a balanced love if someone who desperately wants to have children enters a relationship with someone who absolutely does not?

If love is like a liquid, and I have the power to give it any shape I want, this also applies to every human being. A woman may love a life of luxury and desire a partner capable of sharing that lifestyle with her. I can love that same woman as much as I want, and that takes nothing away from me. But if she wants a man who can offer her everything she desires, that is her right. I cannot, nor should I, impose my vision of love upon her.

Very often, we end up adapting to the other person’s vision, and in doing so, we end up forgetting ourselves. If I cannot offer her what she wants, I might be tempted to sacrifice myself to please her. But this sacrifice would breed suffering—for me, above all.

The simplest way to avoid this suffering is to not enter into a relationship with that person if I cannot offer what they expect, and especially if they are not able to accept me as I am.

This, in my view, is what it means to find a love in your own image. It is knowing yourself, being aware of your strengths as well as your limits, knowing where you are in life, what you want, and what you seek. It is meeting someone who loves and accepts you for who you are, for what you can offer, without asking you to sacrifice yourself to please them.

It is finding someone whose vision of love is similar to yours, or at least capable of coexisting with it. Someone who respects you for who you are, for what you represent, for your values, and not just for what you can provide.

And I believe that therein lies a seed of wisdom.

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🪞 Reflection for the Week

Ask yourself, gently:

• In love, where have I been adapting in ways that quietly cost me myself?

• What part of who I am do I keep minimizing to be chosen or kept?

• If I stopped trying to fit someone else’s vision, what kind of love would I actually be available for?

There is no right answer here.
Only honesty.

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Last week, we explored a first truth about love:

To Love is also to accept to suffer

This second reflection continues that path — not to discourage love, but to approach it with clarity and honesty.

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Second Reflection on Love: To Love Is Also to Prepare for Loss.

Another truth about love is that loving is also preparing to lose.

We often hear this phrase: “If you truly love someone, you must be ready to do anything to have them and keep them by your side.”

But I ask questions:

• What if “doing everything” is not enough?

• What if, despite all the efforts, despite everything we give, we still fail to make that person happy?

• Should we stay anyway?

I have learned one thing about human beings — men or women: a person stays where they want to stay. You can offer the world to someone, and he or she may leave you for another person who does not even offer them a piece of bread. You can love deeply, cherish, protect, respect, and yet be left for someone who neglects or mistreats them.

That is life. Sometimes, we lose — not because we acted badly, but simply because we cannot control everything. Because love is not always won, even when we do everything right.

I love business, and I often compare love in a relationship to business. In the world of business, every decision carries risk, and failure is a real possibility. It is even essential to accept this if one wants to succeed. No one likes to lose. Yet, there is often no success without failure. It is defeat that gives value to victory. It is the pain of loss that makes success more flavorful, deeper, more real.

As La Fouine, a French rapper and singer of Moroccan origin, says in the song “Elle Venait du Ciel”:

“How can you appreciate honey if you have never tasted vinegar?”

In business, the ability to absorb losses is essential to move forward. Colonel Sanders, the creator of KFC, saw his famous recipe rejected more than a thousand times before achieving success. And today, his name is written into history.

In love, it is the same: one must know to accept to lose.

Because loving someone is a personal act.

The other is never obligated to love us in return. No matter how deep our love is, no matter how sincere it may be, we cannot force a heart to respond.

Is it easy? No.

It is extremely painful.

It is hard to love with all your heart and not be loved in return. It is difficult to want to offer the world to someone and receive only indifference. But as beautiful, as sincere, as deep as that love may be, one must know when to let it go.

I admit that it is this part of my novel that marked me the most, the one that touched me deeply. When I wrote it, I had been in a relationship for more than four years, but we were no longer truly close. Physical distance had gradually turned into emotional distance.

I do not like telling stories about my past relationships (although I will use them often throughout these reflections), because generally, I tell them from my point of view, my perception. This can sometimes seem fair, or make me appear innocent, while the other person is not there to defend their truth. But what I know with certainty is that I was afraid of losing her.

I met her at a time when I had nothing: no motivation, no passion, nothing. And she gave me a reason to move forward. But because I believed I had nothing to offer her, I became passive, withdrawn, almost invisible. I no longer dared to defend my ideas. I no longer dared to be myself. Because I was afraid. Afraid of losing her. I could not imagine living without her. So I accepted things I would never have accepted otherwise.

When I wrote this reflection on love at the end of my novel, it was as if I were speaking to myself. I was suffering, living in fear, and that fear prevented me from being true. Writing opened my eyes. And as if she had entered my life to teach me a lesson, she left. Without a word, without an explanation, without a trace.

Today, with hindsight, I believe that God places certain people on our path not to stay, but to teach us something. Some presences are temporary, but they arrive exactly when we need them most. I am grateful to her. I sincerely wish her the best. Because despite everything, she was my anchor at a time when I had nothing inside myself to hold on to.

Today, I walk alone. But I know what I want. And somewhere, I believe it is also thanks to her.

For me, loving someone means first wanting their happiness, even if that means no longer being part of their life.

If, despite all our efforts, we fail to make the other person happy, then I believe the most beautiful act of love is to let them go.

Staying, in that case, would be inflicting — on oneself and on the other — a deeper, more infernal suffering.

And if I were to quote another line from another song by La Fouine, in La fin du monde, he says:

“A real breakup is better than false feelings.”

🪞 Mirror for Reflection

If you are afraid of losing someone you love, pause before acting from that fear.

Ask yourself, gently:

Am I loving freely — or loving in fear?
Am I still myself in this relationship, or have I slowly disappeared to keep the other close?
If I stay, am I nurturing love — or prolonging suffering for both of us?

Sometimes we fight to hold on, not because love is alive,
but because letting go feels like failure.

Yet love is not proven by endurance alone.
And staying is not always the bravest choice.

Understanding this does not make the loss painless.
But it can make it honest.

🪞 Gentle question for you:
If love means wanting the other’s happiness — what does love ask of me here: to stay, or to let go?

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How do you relate to loss in love?
Is letting go something you fear — or something you’ve learned to recognize as an act of love?

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Odel A.

This series begins with a first look at what we may also encounter in a relationship.

This is the first reflection on love.
A first step into what lives beneath the ideals.

Beyond passion, harmony, and happiness, there is one truth we rarely name.

Not to discourage love — 
but to approach it with clarity.

Here is the first reflection:

First Reflection on Love : To Love is also to accept suffering

One truth we are not told often enough before entering a relationship is that loving also means accepting suffering.

We never tell a child that one day he will suffer because of love in the relationship. Perhaps to protect them. Perhaps also because we know they would not believe us.

But I believe it is important to know this, from the very beginning.

Because loving and suffering often go hand in hand.

Suffering in love does not come only from betrayal, lack of respect, emotional distance, or arguments. It is not always born from a harmful act. Sometimes, it comes from the most human, the most sincere things.

We suffer from distance, when we want to hold the other in our arms and they are not there.

We suffer from misunderstanding, when two people love each other but fail to understand one another, to meet in their ways of thinking or existing.

We suffer from silence — whether it is voluntary or imposed by circumstances. And when we cannot endure that silence, we leave too quickly… only to sometimes regret it later.

We suffer when the other suffers, because we feel powerless, incapable of easing the pain of the one we love.

We suffer when our values, our visions of life, our aspirations are too far apart.

And sometimes, we love a person… but to stay with that person, we would have to sacrifice a part of ourselves.

The other loves us too, but he or she is faced with the same dilemma.

Can we reinvent ourselves to just be with the other one?

And can we live happily with the person we will become by their side?

No matter the answer: there is suffering.

But suffering is not necessarily a bad thing.

It is often a sign that what we are living is real, important, vital. It can be a signal, a guide, a reminder.

It can show us what needs to change, what needs to be corrected.

It can also tell us: it is time to leave.

But sometimes, it begs us to stay.

That is why we must learn to understand our suffering.

So as not to stay when it is time to leave.

And above all, so as not to leave when it was time to stay.

🪞 Mirror for Reflection

If something feels heavy in your relationship, do not rush to judge that suffering.
Do not label it too quickly as good or bad.
Pause.

Sit with it.

Begin by questioning the pain itself:

Where does this suffering come from?
Is it born from fear, from distance, from incompatibility, from an unspoken need?
Is there something here I can change, express, or correct?
Or is this something I would have to carry, accept, live with?

Take the time to listen to what the suffering is revealing.
Because when suffering is understood, it becomes clearer.
And when it is clear, decisions become wiser.

Understand the suffering before acting.
Before reacting.
Before leaving — or staying.

🪞 Gentle question for you:
What is this pain in your love life trying to show you— about yourself, about the other, or about the path ahead?

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New reflections will arrive weekly, each exploring one facet of love.

I’d love to hear your voice, too.
How do you understand suffering in love?
Is it something to endure, to learn from, or a sign to let go?

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written by a guest voice, offering another mirror to this reflection.

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Until next time,
Warmly,
Odel A.