Jealousy is one of the most misunderstood emotions in love.
When I first started taking an interest in love, this was a theme that kept coming up. And over time, one idea became clear: to love is also to fear losing.
When you become attached, you don’t want to share. That’s natural.
Across the ages, many have presented jealousy as a proof of love. After all, losing someone you love—especially to another person—is deeply painful.
But others argue the opposite. That jealousy is not a sign of love… but a manifestation of insecurity, even a sense of inferiority.
Can we really speak of healthy love when someone suffocates another in a relationship out of jealousy?
Is love about controlling the other?
Watching their every move?
Or even, in some cases, crossing the line into violence?
In his book How to Win Friends and Influence People, Dale Carnegie mentioned an important principle for building a long and happy home: “Let love be, and let live.”
Love seems to be built on trust. Nevertheless, that trust does not necessarily remove doubt.
At times, the two coexist.
What matters is knowing how to control and regulate our emotions—to trust while carrying our doubts without letting them dominate us—especially in the absence of solid evidence.
One day, I decided to ask my ex-girlfriend what she liked or didn’t like about me.
Very often, we begin to get used to each other. We get carried away by routine. And without realizing it, we may start neglecting the other.
Taking a moment to reflect on the relationship together can help prevent that kind of neglect.
She answered:
“One of the things I like about you is that you’re not jealous.”
At those words, I was stunned.
“What? What made you think that?” I asked her.
“Well, you never try to control me, you don’t watch me too closely, you trust me, you don’t accuse me too quickly…” she said.
“Would you have liked me to do those things?” I asked.
“No, no. I don’t like that. That’s why I like this part of you,” she replied.
So I took a breath and paused for a moment.
“I understand,” I told her, “but you’re wrong about one thing about me… I am very jealous. Really very jealous,” I admitted.
She didn’t really seem to believe me.
And yet, it’s the truth. I am a jealous man. I’ve simply learned not to let that feeling dictate my actions.
After my confession, I explained to her—exaggerating my point a little:
“I’m jealous, sometimes even of the breeze that touches your skin. But I know you’re with me because you chose to be. I didn’t make you grand promises, and I didn’t threaten you either. You chose to be with me. And as long as you keep making that choice, I have no reason to feel threatened or in competition with others.”
When I saw her posting pictures of other men on her status, I would calmly text her to ask who they were.
Cousins or friends, she would sometimes say.
So I told her I didn’t like that. And when it started turning into endless back-and-forth, I liked to pose this question:
“How would you feel if you saw me posting pictures of other women on my status? Would you be okay with that?”
I never blamed her, but I showed her what I didn’t like and what I would have preferred her not to do. No accusations, no unnecessary confrontation.
Did I fully believe her?
The truth: never.
However, I had no proof that what she was telling me was either true or false. And without proof, a clumsy reaction could do far more harm than good.
I didn’t try to control her or monitor her every move. I learned early on that you can’t control another human being. And when you watch someone too closely, you can end up provoking exactly what you were trying to avoid.
Jealousy does not always come from insecurity or a sense of inferiority.
It can also be a sign that what we are experiencing is valuable. It can suggest that we do not want to lose the connection we share with a particular person.
Wanting to protect someone you love from others remains a deeply human reaction.
In Haiti, there is a proverb that says: “Depi ou gen mayi nan solèy, se pou ou veye poul.”
In other words, when something matters to you, you take care of it.
It then becomes understandable to want to mark your territory.
I grew up in a community that looked down on jealous men. People often said: a real man is never jealous.
At one point, I wanted to live up to that image. I tried to deny that part of myself. Then I realized that some of us are simply wired that way.
I don’t think jealousy is good or bad. But it can be a signal. Nevertheless, it should never control us to the point of making us suffocating, violent, or spiteful.
If my instinct tells me something is going on, I don’t rush to react. I take the time to understand, to verify, before making any decision.
I can feel jealous even about the way my partner dresses to go out, or who she spends her time with. So be it if that is seen as insecurity.
But I always make an effort to control how I express myself, to regulate my reactions, and the way I set my boundaries.
I often remind myself that there is a difference between being jealous and being toxic.
Jealousy, to me, is a sign that I don’t want to lose you. However, I refuse to let that jealousy push me to control you, monitor you, or prevent you from living your life.
So perhaps the question is not whether we are jealous… but what that jealousy leads us to become.
Mini Clarity Guide — When Jealousy Appears
Accept the feeling without rushing to act.
Jealousy can exist without needing to take control.Avoid turning emotion into control.
Trying to monitor or restrict the other often erodes trust… and creates distance.Choose dialogue over reaction.
When something feels off, speak calmly before assuming or acting.Pause before responding.
An instinct is not a conclusion. Understanding takes time.Protect the bond, not your impulse.
What you do in the moment can either preserve the connection… or quietly weaken it.Recognize the signal.
Jealousy may be natural. What matters is the direction you give it.
For a deeper look into how jealousy forms—and what it becomes when left unchecked, The Evening Mirror:
Jealousy — The Tension Between Attachment and Trust will be available to paid subscribers tomorrow.
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When jealousy appears, do you let it guide your actions… or do you take the time to understand what it’s trying to protect?
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I appreciated how the piece transforms self-love from a concept into a relationship.
What comes through is not admiration for perfection, but affection for someone who survived, adapted, healed, and kept going. That distinction gives the piece emotional depth because the love described feels earned through experience rather than built on idealization....
What makes this interesting is that it separates the feeling of jealousy from the behavior that often follows it. The piece doesn’t deny jealousy or romanticize it — it treats it as something human that still requires discipline and self-awareness.
The distinction between “being jealous” and “being toxic” gives the essay its center....